The Paradigm Confessional Thread

Oh fallen Phoenix:

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I knew that you couldn't be an adult becuase you went to school with W-Berg, but I never bothered to see how old he was........

Ok me now:

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I always meet people who are depressed...... or sad... or this and that. Not just here but everywhere. And I'm kind of the opposite of depressed. I really can't relate to anyone who feels so bad about themselves that they want to kill themselves. The last thing I'll ever do is kill myself. I love myself way too much. In fact I never get sad, only angry. Its wierd. I guess I learned to channel anything sad into anger and it will somehow fuel to me to do better next time. I haven't cried for years! (not counting onions)

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I feel I'm some how responsible for the world, like its my job to show everyone the next step, the future.

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I believe I am the better than everyone else, and why shouldn't I? If you're not living up to what you think is the best way to live, then why aren't you trying harder?

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I have no skills or talents whatsoever. I've never finished or mastered anything really significant. I'm that guy who knows and does a little bit of everything but can't do anything well.

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Plus I am LAZY. I only feel sad... well angry when I think of all the time I wasted when I could have been doing somthing important.

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Oh as much as I try, the concept of Religon or God is almost impossible for me to swallow.

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As far as girls go, I'm not too shy to talk to them. They just think I am too nice. Dammit woman, I just think its polite to be nice to people, especially women.

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Originally posted by Token Girl Ha ha...last one for now! spoiler (highlight to read): I'm so afraid of rejection that if I ever develop a crush on a guy, I make EVERY effort to ensure that he NEVER finds out. I also run away from potential relationships with my tail between my legs. *lol* Looks like I'm going to spend the rest of my life as a spinster! That's enough out of me! Latah Jules: The Token Girl

Hmmm

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I am madly in love with this guy at my church, and I yell at my mom about how STUPID he is that he doesn't NOTICE me.

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I tuned in to Big O in the middle of Winter's Night Phantom when it was on Toonami, said "How Stupid" and turned it off. Oops.

This won't be a surprise for some...

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I tend to hide behind my sarcastic nature.

Others... *sigh*

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I was teased in school A LOT... therefore I have issues believing the good things people say about me sometimes.

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I've been teased for being smart also.

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I can get distracted very easily.

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I have few friends... most are not my age. I have trouble relating to people my age and have had that problem since grade school.

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Very afraid of romantic relationships with guys. Afraid to get hurt down the road so I don't even try.

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Originally posted by whatever spoiler (highlight to read): I have a chrush on Hanyou

Put that in the Crush thread?

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Originally posted by Zopwx2 spoiler (highlight to read): As far as girls go, I'm not too shy to talk to them. They just think I am too nice. Dammit woman, I just think its polite to be nice to people, especially women.

No such thing! Those are stupid women! As I have told another member recently, the world needs more like you. Please, just continue that way and someone will figure it out. REALLY!!!


Madrona

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Originally posted by Madrona quote: Originally posted by Zopwx2 spoiler (highlight to read): As far as girls go, I'm not too shy to talk to them. They just think I am too nice. Dammit woman, I just think its polite to be nice to people, especially women. No such thing! Those are stupid women! As I have told another member recently, the world needs more like you. Please, just continue that way and someone will figure it out. REALLY!!! Madrona

And I'll second that. I can't stand guys who are mean or rude. Nice guys are a dying breed! You'll find one who appreciates it. They do exist.

BabyGhia

Well I got My Usher Confessions CD Thank you very Much !
And That's alot of Confessions ! Lol just screwin with yaa
sometimes I make mistakes when I don't know my own Streingth
and it's one of these

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When I was Accidently Playing Basketball with some friends I dropped the ball and I went running for it and I ran into a 6 foot 3 Big Dude and I accidently knocked him out when I got up he was dazed and he couldn't get up I had to help him although that was by accident and I appoligised

another one was

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I was taking the Police Exams in the Canarsie Highschool and I tried to oppened the door to use the Bathroom cause it was stuck , So I went Headfirst to the door and Shattered the Window by accident and I didn't not even a scratch or nothing just a small little bruise on my eye I guess I don't know my own streingth Lol

I also realized that I have

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have really Strong bones , when I was a little kid , lol I was playing by the park and I got hit by a Steel Swing in the Park cause I was standing while I was swinging and then when I jumped out I said "Back TO THE FUTURE!" (I watched too much Back To The Future Movies) so then Stupididly I stood at the floor gazing at the swing as it was coming for me 15 feet in the air and that was when I was 6 years old so en then WAM It hit me hard right near the Eye all I had was a minor concussion no broken bones no permenant damage . So I got up and I touched my Eyebrow with excitement "Oh $h1t what happend to me now !!" and I said "what the Hell ??! what is this Red stuff coming out of my eyebrow ??! " I didn't cry or anything and I went to my Mom and I said "Hey Mom Look !! Look what I got ! " and She Screamed to High Heaven ! so they rushed to the Hospital My Aunt and My Cousin and my Father was there so they had to sew that up

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And then another one was

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I tripped and fell Jaw First to Black Steel Trash Can from the Subway Train and I hit it Hard and My Jaw and teeth could've been Shattered or Broken but it came out that I just Bleeded a little and a Black N Blue

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Out Of All The Fights I had I been Punched in the Jaw Several Times and never had a Broken included alot of the Injuries I had . I never had a Broken Bone fell down the stairs head first 3 times . And also get Angry Easily when it comes to someone looking for trouble

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And at School I poked My Eye Accidently with a Pointy Pencil because I had the Pencil in my hand when I was a little kid and nothing happend to my eye at all . All I had was a little Bruise .. And I alway's sleep with a Pillow under my legs when I sleep for better Circulation

These aren't confessions these are more like random injuries. Still cool, but not necessarily anything that needs to be confessed.

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Originally posted by BabyGhia This won't be a surprise for some... spoiler (highlight to read): I tend to hide behind my sarcastic nature.

I do that as well.. something I've never really admitted to.

Okay..........

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Despite putting on a brave face, I am extemely insecure. This means I don't take criticism easily and tend to be defensive.

also...

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I am something of a voyuer

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Originally posted by Madrona also... spoiler (highlight to read): I am something of a voyuer

AWESOME!
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It was also your 369post.....

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Originally posted by DominusofDeath quote: Originally posted by Madrona also... spoiler (highlight to read): I am something of a voyuer AWESOME! I mean........ o_o O_o o_O O_O ..........

Does that mean you're going to send her that picture of your ass?

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Originally posted by DominusofDeath quote: Originally posted by Madrona also... spoiler (highlight to read): I am something of a voyuer AWESOME! I mean........ o_o O_o o_O O_O .......... It was also your 369post.....

Only DoD would notice that... LOL!

BabyGhia

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Originally Posted By Zopwx2 These aren't confessions these are more like random injuries. Still cool, but not necessarily anything that needs to be confessed.

Alright Alright Lol ! alright I'll give in a Confession ! Dam Yo !

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I walked On My Red Bunny Pajamas Outside the Street's

THERE !! You HAPPY NOW !!?

Alright, here me go...

Deep breath...

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...I once tore the tag off a mattress...after rolling a dead hobo up in it...

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Originally posted by The Fallen Phoenix spoiler (highlight to read): First and foremost, I suppose I should begin by confessing my age. As you can tell, this is a subject I tend to avoid, and I even purposely left out a date of birth in my profile. Well, the reason for this is because I have found that many people tend to form first impressions based on one's age, believing it to be a propoer measuring stick for maturity.

I know what you mean. And such comments by members here at the PCF have really bothered me.

Here follow some very dark secrets:

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I'm a man of contradictions. While I rarely reveal my feelings to anyone, I have a tremendous need to talk to people, and I do. I believe in respecting women for no reason other than the fact that they are women; however, I've invested so much time in flirting that my treatment could be deemed disrespectful (in such cases I suppose it could be said that I don't flirt with friends). As someone else said...I hate swearing but I swear myself. I hate people who don't work hard to achieve their goals but I'm the furthest thing from self-sufficient. And this is the worst...I hate people who try to act intelligent only to gain the respect of others, and as a mask for their lack of intelligence...but I have done that very thing myself, on numerous occasions. In the past year I've finally put an end to my pretentious nature, for the most part.

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I hate my father. My mom’s spent her whole life crying as a result of his treatment of his family. I’ve finally stood up to him. Even though I was relatively helpless when I was six, I feel guilty that I couldn’t fight on behalf of my mother then; the damage has already been done. As a result of this guilt, I was suicidal in sixth and seventh grade. I now believe suicide is idiotic and a sign of complete cowardice (after all, if I were not still alive, wouldn’t my father be capable of inflicting more damage?); however, the disdain I have for myself remains.

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As mentioned earlier I despise nothing more than the mistreatment of women. Many girls hate me for the fact that I’m a bit obsessed with chivalry; but frankly I always feel the need to hold the door open for any female that crosses my path (unless I’m on a date, of course XP).

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I’m an extremely conservative fundamentalist Christian. I’m not as much of a “morally loose” person as most of my online friends think. I try not to be too uptight, but I don’t believe in looking at pornography (for example). That’s just me; however, I’m always in the mood for a very very crude joke.

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On a lighter note, however, I often sleep naked. Yes, I sleep naked while holding a pillow. Go ahead and shoot me.

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Guilty as charged, though there is an interesting tag to that. I didn't get teased directly when I was a little kid that much because most people were afriad to confront me directly; I'm a reasonably handsome person (or so some say *shrugs*), but I have a very cold glare that doesn't shift much even when I smile, and it scared some of the kids . Also, I had a rather bad....reputation (Lady Tesser, and Roan: I think you guys know what I mean), and that made it harder for other kids to get closer to me. That affected how I preceived I should do things, and lead me to try to "change" myself a bit to suite other people's needs and perceptions. I didn't want to participate in anything that seemed out of the ordinary (like being tested as gifted in the 2nd grade) because I didn't want to seem anymore of a weirdo. I gained I guess some "popularity", but I hate thinking about what I could have done to myself to do it . I think that might have more to do with my occasional "mood shifts" then my past depression.

Oh, and about that...

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Although I really am busy with life stuff, part of the reason whay I'm often "absent" for given periods of time is because I simply don't feel up to coming here. I need space to let my occassional "funks" to pass over. Stacey (shortyp, who really needs to be here) says that happens to everyone, but I'm not sure.

....I feel like I'm at a Catholic confessional, and that I've bent the truth to you all before of something. Don't know why....

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Originally posted by StryderOh, and about that... spoiler (highlight to read): Although I really am busy with life stuff, part of the reason whay I'm often "absent" for given periods of time is because I simply don't feel up to coming here. I need space to let my occassional "funks" to pass over. Stacey (shortyp, who really needs to be here) says that happens to everyone, but I'm not sure. ....I feel like I'm at a Catholic confessional, and that I've bent the truth to you all before of something. Don't know why....

Well that makes sence, although I find comeing here to be a reliever of such stress caused by those things.

As for the confessional part. I can't help but think of Wolfwoods portable confessional booth that he placed over the bus drivers head in the first episode he showed up in.
The PORTABLE CONFESSIONAL!!!