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| Originally posted by Grunger Kittie Version 1 I have an addiction:
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I'm addicted to kitties. Especially the soft, grungey, uberiffically adorably romantic kind 
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| Originally posted by R.Smith Eh, why not...
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| But we talked about this. You sit around and all you ever talk about anymore is How much your "Life sucks" But you never take the initiative to change anything. I've "Helped" you countless times, just to have to do it again a few days later. Your life will NEVER get better if you don't Make it get better. You want to be back in high school, so go to a Junior College. It's very similar, plus you'll make lots of new friends. I know you very well, you're a pretty cool guy it won't be hard for you to do. About your anxiety, go back on your meds if you still need them. And No, me and Corey don't hate you, but I REALLY Don't want to get in to this on PCF, but you know what you did wrong there, and you need to give the most sincere apology you have to her. She's been your friend, and has talked to you whenever you've needed someone and you just responded with hostility towards her, which wasn't cool at all. This is a girl who felt bad that you had no one to spend your birthday with so she sent you presents. Obviously, I'm not to thrilled about the way you treated her. I don't "Hate" you for it, as you noticed I'm even chatting with you again already but she really does care for you as a friend, and you should have accepted that from the begining. if you WANT to talk about Me and Her, or Whatever then please continune this in PMs/IMs we don't need this being dragged on to PCF. I Still like you, and one day will have to send you a care package as soon as I can figure out what to send you
(just 'cause I send stuff to her all the time doesn't mean you are forgotten)I understand why you'd be upset over Corey and everything, but please don't take it out on her. She's done nothing wrong, or anything against you. We can all Still be friends, but the ball is in your court. YES you can talk to me about your problems, That's not the issue here. (And you know that) But You need to confront your issues head on and not hide behind a false sense of securtiy. It will hurt MORE to do that in the long run, which is what you are trying to avoid. Seize the Dog!... wait no, Seize the day! So One more time, in short: No, I don't hate you. No, Corey Doesn't hate you. yes, it hurt hers, and my feelings the way you were acting that night, and No I wasn't (And still am not) Happy with the way you treated her and if you haven't already apologized sincerely to her, you should, Yes we can still be friends, Yes you can still come to me with your problems, as long as we can still talk about the stuff we used to, like Games, music, Anime etc. I think I've said enough. I'll talk to you later today, you can PM me about this if you want but you shouldn't respond here... |
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Originally posted by Grunger Kittie Version 1
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| As a few of you know - and most don't know - I'm staying with my mother for the time being. She - and to a much smaller degree, I as well - posess a hereditary mental illness that's similar to schizophrenia (except that it is milder and has no adverse effect on intelligence). She's had it for years, and It's affected her relationship with other people and her family. I just started living with her at the beginning of this year after many years of seperation - long story - and at first, it's had its ups and downs, and we didn't quite connect that well. Hpwever, things have been gradually getting a bit better - very slowly - but we still argued often. However, something....I don't know, happened - can't really explain it well - Thursday evening. We started talking about normal issues, and as the conversation drifted more, we found an understanding, I guess and, well, to make a long conversation short, she's more receptive to help, and to interacting on a better basis with Stacy, at least. Now, in only four days, our relationship is the best it has been since I was, oh, five
, and although she has the usual voices and paranoia, I'm more open and less judgemental about them, and with my new job, I'm in a better position to help her
(BTW: I'm fine, because through the help of a counselor when I was 13 I "banished my demons", so to speak, long ago
. There's still the future, and I'd rather not have kids, but...eh, I have no reason to be anything but optimistic
). There is some other good news to go along with it, but I've rambled enough
. Let's just say that things are going well
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. That's the last confession I'll ever need to make 
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| I only want Kerry to beat Bush becuase I have a 2 dollar bet riding on it.....
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| I hate my Mom and her family and they hate me. For some odd reason they’ve made it their personal agenda to make my life a living hell. They never made an effort to get to know anything about me so they started to make up their own theories about me and spread those vicious lies. Example: I’m a lesbian. I’m actually not, but they’re absolutely convinced that I am. Why do they think that? It’s actually pretty ridiculous. They say it’s because of my hobbies. I spend most of my time playing videogames and reading comics and those are “boys hobbies”. Talk about close minded. Well, personally I’ve never had a homosexual experience in my life. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve put the thought into consideration but honestly there’s never been a woman that even remotely turned me on. And the thought of being intimate with a woman kind of makes me sick. But that’s me, my family thinks homosexuality is extremely evil and if they found out a close friend were gay they’d turn their backs on them in a heartbeat. I’m not as judgmental, I mean I hardly see how preferring one body part over the other makes you any worse a person. I could care less really. |
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| My Mom’s family also say I’m Satanic. Actually…I’m not one hundred percent sure where they got this idea. I wear a lot of black and I get a lot of s*** about that. Then a year or two ago I bought a black leather trench coat, which really didn’t help (Columbine jokes… -_-’). But despite their beliefs, I’m not a Goth and I don’t want to blow up a school. Black just happens to be my favorite color next to white, and I bought the trench coat because it’s leather…heavenly, leather. Heehee! *puts it on and rolls around…ahem* Plus I’m extremely quiet…I guess they think I’m plotting evil or casting magic in the corner or something. And for the record I’m not Satanic or into black magic or voodoo or any dark arts…I’m a Christian actually. Uh…I’ll admit I could be a better one, but I do believe in God and it’s pretty offensive when they accuse me of something like that. |
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| There’s a bunch of other stuff they do to piss me off. I just wish I knew what it was I did to these people to make them hate me so much. I wasn’t a perfect child by any means but I always thought I came pretty close to what a model kid should be like. I never did anything horrible. I stayed completely clear of drugs, cigarettes and alcohol, peer pressure was never a problem. I made good grades (but I still managed to get a beating if I made a C. My little sister never got touched for such nonsense…just me), I was quiet and kept to myself, I never asked for much. I just don’t think I deserve what they put me through. But it’s not all bad, I still have my Dad, and his parents. At least I’ve been able to catch a bit of solace from them when I needed it. |
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| Originally posted by M.S._Feather I’m glad to hear you and your Mom are doing well Dawn. *sniff* I love a happy ending.
As for me...
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| Until recently, my parents and family members thought I was gay. Thank goodness they met my girlfriend.
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| I always doubted my ability to handle adverse situations. Now, I am sure I can take anything. I have even more strength in the Lord and with my girlfriend. |