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dominusofdeath

10-08-2004 03:12 PM

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people are always telling me i look depressed. i am. i just refuse to tell anyone about it. not even my boyfriend.... it's killing me cuz i tell him there's nothing wrong, but........ there is.

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I knew it Kari

MidnightLight

10-08-2004 11:19 PM

"Do not date your friends unless you're sure it will work out; Dating a friend and then breaking up with them is awkward and makes going to back to being friends very difficult."

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I have this crush on a guy that I'm friends with (2 years), but I can't tell him because I have "The Law" (Above) He fits my standards:

1 year younger to 2 years older

My height (5' 1/2") to 6'

Intelligent, funny, nice to little kids since a lot of them live near me and I won't have them being abused of scared (though I have met some nice guys who didn't like kids...) If you thought I had kids, consider this: I'm 14 and VERY ALONE....

interested in the same things I am (WWE and the Divas, for example)

This guy is 13, but he was supposed to be in my grade (high school Freshman). Some school set him back since he moved in the middle of the school year.

I'm hoping certain people don't read this.... Sweatdrop

Travis Bickle

10-09-2004 11:48 AM

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******** and I are no longer friends. She started acting like an ass yesterday and ditched me when I was supposed to meet her some place. We fought and things got out of hand, so I just said f*** it and left. Then I got really drunk, passed out, woke up, sobered up and called a certain someone from here...

harshfire

10-09-2004 03:38 PM

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I've become less and less human with each passing day...

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Blood...that smell...when I see blood I get awfully sleepy and...I dunno. But when I see blood...I lose control then suddenly, I get sleepy. It's like a crazy sleep and for some reason...exciting.

I think I'm becoming more like Farfarello everyday...

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Shamefully (sorta) I like YAOI...scary huh? lol. I dunno why...I have my limits of course. Nothing too graphic, just...yeah...I find certain things funny...don't know why. <.< >.>

Later days:
JA

Kittie heavenly6

10-09-2004 06:00 PM

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Originally posted by Cerpin Taxt

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******** and I are no longer friends. She started acting like an ass yesterday and ditched me when I was supposed to meet her some place. We fought and things got out of hand, so I just said f*** it and left. Then I got really drunk, passed out, woke up, sobered up and called a certain someone from here...

Yes, you sure did.

A Clockwork Tomato

10-09-2004 06:18 PM

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Originally posted by MidnightLight
"Do not date your friends unless you're sure it will work out; Dating a friend and then breaking up with them is awkward and makes going to back to being friends very difficult."

Dating anyone who isn't your friend is nuts.

People are so uptight about dating that maybe the solution is never to "date," but merely to hang out together. "Oh, no, it's not a date, we were just hanging out together and happened to get dinner, watch a movie, and make out. But it's not a DATE."

Seraphim

10-09-2004 09:22 PM

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Originally posted by A Clockwork Tomato

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Originally posted by MidnightLight
"Do not date your friends unless you're sure it will work out; Dating a friend and then breaking up with them is awkward and makes going to back to being friends very difficult."

Dating anyone who isn't your friend is nuts.

People are so uptight about dating that maybe the solution is never to "date," but merely to hang out together. "Oh, no, it's not a date, we were just hanging out together and happened to get dinner, watch a movie, and make out. But it's not a DATE."

Well, people shouldn't worry about dates. I know a website where you can get plenty of dates. Laughing

Anyway, I have a confession.

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I used to be a cult leader.

Mike	10-10-2004 05:07 PM

I realized something recently.

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I'm sort of like Hugh Grant. Not the prostitute thing. But in the whole "when I see a girl I like I turn into a bumbling idiot" thing. Which...apparently a lot of women find cute. Unfortunately I've never met any of them.

Fujiko

10-10-2004 05:11 PM

i realized something too. not of myself, but of something.

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i've noticed some of the food here has been "recycled". The fruit is stale, the rice is old, and they changed the color of yesterday's tofu.

Luckily i haven't eaten any of those lately Sweatdrop

COHugh

10-10-2004 08:13 PM

Ummm Confession... Hmmm

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After watching last night's death fest aka "Wolf's Rain", I just went and spoiled the ending. I'm glad I did... I almost started buying this series. Oh Well

It's a decent show and all, but I think the ending leaves a lot to be desired, especially in how they got to it. Maybe seeing it on the small screen will improve it slightly.

Also, I must own "R.O.D the TV"!!! I've only seen 4 episodes and I love it!!!

MidnightLight

10-11-2004 06:11 PM

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Originally posted by A Clockwork Tomato

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Originally posted by MidnightLight
"Do not date your friends unless you're sure it will work out; Dating a friend and then breaking up with them is awkward and makes going to back to being friends very difficult."

Dating anyone who isn't your friend is nuts.

People are so uptight about dating that maybe the solution is never to "date," but merely to hang out together. "Oh, no, it's not a date, we were just hanging out together and happened to get dinner, watch a movie, and make out. But it's not a DATE."

I know, but still if you did break up, wouldn't you still be flirting with them and not know it. Consider the following:

Me and the Guy in my post here flirted alot (and half the time we did it on purpose, but he must of been joking and thought I was too. I told him I wasn't.) A few months later, he told he had a girlfriend (He shares personal info with me

) Thinks:I hope I didn't scare him off..

Just think about how the rule would apply then. *more sweatdrops*

Mike	10-11-2004 06:38 PM

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OK, so I've been talking to a psychologist, and he confirmed what I've thought about myself for a while.

I am entirely too much of a nice guy for my own good.

Prons

10-11-2004 07:30 PM

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I had to go to a psych. once, and I regret it every day, because I can tell its on my record some where that I went to a Psychiatrist, and I wonder what colleges or jobs would accept a crazy person...

Dude Love

10-11-2004 07:43 PM

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Originally posted by Prons

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I had to go to a psych. once, and I regret it every day, because I can tell its on my record some where that I went to a Psychiatrist, and I wonder what colleges or jobs would accept a crazy person...

I doubt that sort of stuff goes on your record. From what I've been told, that tends to be kept confidential.

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I did something stupid today. Today was open house at my school. Now, I wanted to be helpful, so I logged onto the intranet using my account to display to those who were touring the school. Unfortunately, I wasn't thinking and logged onto a teacher's personal computer. Now, while I didn't access any of her files (nor do I think I could have...), it wasn't the smartest thing to do. I told the other librarian about the situation, she told me that it was a no-no that I did, and in the end I left a note of apology and how to reverse the changes I made so that I (as a student) could log into the network (there was a section I had to change from logging into the Faculty Database/priviledges to logging into the Student Database/priviledges).

So, I may have uuber detention come tomorrow.

MidnightLight

10-11-2004 07:58 PM

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I go to a shrink, and my friends are actually SURPRISED, considering last year they kept telling me to see one. I didn't even think 14 year olds like me could have shrinks...but I did go when I was 10, or something....but I guess I really do need one...I'd prefer PCF was my shrink, though.... Sweatdrop

COHugh

10-11-2004 08:34 PM

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As Ive mentioned before, I work in a pharmacy. A really crappy pharmacy with a lot of old senile customers and store managers who NEVER support the employees and operate under the "the customer is always right, even when they kick you in the nuts and spit on you. YOU'RE ALWAYS WRONG!!" mentality of the 1960's.

One annoying bi-- customer in particular bangs on the windows, the counters, the register, and screams at the top of her lungs EVERY SINGLE TIME she comes to the pharmacy. I take it personally because, surprise surprise, I'm a sensitive person. Today, I snapped.

I ran out there after her pathetic little hissy, pointed at her, and yelled:

"You have no right to bang on the glass, scream 'HELLO', pound on the counter, or anything else that you just did. You will not pound on the window again. You WILL NOT pound on this counter again. YOU WILL NOT yell when you get to this counter. YOU WILL wait patiently like a good customer!"

I then turned around and walked back into the pharmacy. She proceeded to b**** about how I treated her like an animal. WHAT THE HELL??? She pounds on the glass, yells at us with NO RESPECT whatsoever, and ****I**** was the one treating ****HER**** like an animal????? WTF??????? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::is angry:: Wink

Mike	10-11-2004 08:38 PM

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Think about it this way: (I know, it's horrible)

She's really old and won't bother you much longer.

I worked in a pharmacy over the summer. I heard horror stories of one woman who always refused to sign the book. Eventually she left completely and went to another store because people kept asking her to sign the book (which you have to do by law)

COHugh

10-11-2004 08:45 PM

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Yeah, the whole Third-Party Insurance Log thing... Oh Well

A part of me hoped she went home and was so riled up that she keeled, but it's just too mean... I won't shed any tears when she dies, though. And no false words of kindness in passing. She is a crotchity old hag with an annoying voice and always will be.

Yet another confession, I suppose: I don't like it when people try to reinvent a person and who/what they are/were once they die. If they were a horribly cruel person, remember them as such and move on. Don't be all like, "Sure, she was so mean to us, but she's really a nice person inside!" No, she was a -- ::calms himself:: Nevermind, I need to do my homework.

Travis Bickle

10-11-2004 09:27 PM

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******** and I solved our differences and are friends again. YAY! WAHA!

Josey

10-11-2004 10:19 PM

These are the things that make up who I am.

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I had rabbit teeth until I was 13.

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I still eat happy face pancakes.Hehehehe

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Everytime I drink coffee or eat ice cream, I have to drink juice after.

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I'm in love with a wonderful person.