The Paradigm Confessional Thread

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Originally posted by MTN889 quote: Originally posted by Madrona From what I've been able to figure out, from here and IRC you are a pretty funny guy. Thanks

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Well, I meant COHugh also.

My mistake

i've got something

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as most of you know me and xana became an item. and after i did the world for her, she bliped me out of her life like i was nothing. i would confort her if she had a bad dream or day, i would spend hours on the phone with her. then like i was completly worthless she just dicided never to talk to me again. she spred lies about things i dident do. she was never sorry, or did she ever feel bad about what she did to me. she broke me. i was allready reely bad off because of what happned to me in the marines. and what she did to me threw me into being complety suicidel, and still she dosent even care a tiny bit. now i have trouble leaveing my house every day, i have gone back to haveing the horrable nightmaris form what happned to me in boot camp. and most people i know have taken to feel bad for her, and angry at me. most people have taken her side even tho she was so horrable to me. i have to confess i dont understand why every one takes her side. just becuse she's a girl? because ever one belaves the lie's she spread? hear i am, severl pints low. scars all over my arm. she's ruined my life. and she's not even sorry.

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Originally posted by Trotsky i've got something spoiler (highlight to read): as most of you know me and xana became an item. and after i did the world for her, she bliped me out of her life like i was nothing. i would confort her if she had a bad dream or day, i would spend hours on the phone with her. then like i was completly worthless she just dicided never to talk to me again. she spred lies about things i dident do. she was never sorry, or did she ever feel bad about what she did to me. she broke me. i was allready reely bad off because of what happned to me in the marines. and what she did to me threw me into being complety suicidel, and still she dosent even care a tiny bit. now i have trouble leaveing my house every day, i have gone back to haveing the horrable nightmaris form what happned to me in boot camp. and most people i know have taken to feel bad for her, and angry at me. most people have taken her side even tho she was so horrable to me. i have to confess i dont understand why every one takes her side. just becuse she's a girl? because ever one belaves the lie's she spread? hear i am, severl pints low. scars all over my arm. she's ruined my life. and she's not even sorry.

Really sorry to hear this. You have my support, man. If you ever want to talk about it feel free to PM or IM me.

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Originally posted by Trotsky i've got something spoiler (highlight to read): as most of you know me and xana became an item. and after i did the world for her, she bliped me out of her life like i was nothing. i would confort her if she had a bad dream or day, i would spend hours on the phone with her. then like i was completly worthless she just dicided never to talk to me again. she spred lies about things i dident do. she was never sorry, or did she ever feel bad about what she did to me. she broke me. i was allready reely bad off because of what happned to me in the marines. and what she did to me threw me into being complety suicidel, and still she dosent even care a tiny bit. now i have trouble leaveing my house every day, i have gone back to haveing the horrable nightmaris form what happned to me in boot camp. and most people i know have taken to feel bad for her, and angry at me. most people have taken her side even tho she was so horrable to me. i have to confess i dont understand why every one takes her side. just becuse she's a girl? because ever one belaves the lie's she spread? hear i am, severl pints low. scars all over my arm. she's ruined my life. and she's not even sorry.

Sorry to hear that, man. Once again (like semi-old times), I am just an IM (and now a phone call: 1 914 374 3042) away. Things will get better for you, dude. I promise.

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******** and I are no longer dating. Instead, we are best friends (with benefits, I guess...I never really approved of this concept, but whatever) and both decided to stop dating because we didn't want anything to ruin our friendship. We both drank last night ( I consumed an equvilant of about 6 shots in 3 minutes and she had a helluva lot more than I did) and I made sure that nothing happened bad happened to her around the party scene (like I usually did both before and during the time when we dated). We're sooooooo alike, and have a special bond together. Kinda odd? Maybe, but it'll work out, and I know that.

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Originally posted by Trotsky i've got something spoiler (highlight to read): as most of you know me and xana became an item. and after i did the world for her, she bliped me out of her life like i was nothing. i would confort her if she had a bad dream or day, i would spend hours on the phone with her. then like i was completly worthless she just dicided never to talk to me again. she spred lies about things i dident do. she was never sorry, or did she ever feel bad about what she did to me. she broke me. i was allready reely bad off because of what happned to me in the marines. and what she did to me threw me into being complety suicidel, and still she dosent even care a tiny bit. now i have trouble leaveing my house every day, i have gone back to haveing the horrable nightmaris form what happned to me in boot camp. and most people i know have taken to feel bad for her, and angry at me. most people have taken her side even tho she was so horrable to me. i have to confess i dont understand why every one takes her side. just becuse she's a girl? because ever one belaves the lie's she spread? hear i am, severl pints low. scars all over my arm. she's ruined my life. and she's not even sorry.

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Well you already know where I stand on it, I do believe superficial selfish bitch is the term... Anyway, you know im here as well...

as for my confession?

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Last night I saw Andrew one of my best friends (and flirts) from last year, he graduated but he was at homecoming last night, with his gf...*sigh*..but he wants me to call him in ten minutos...and this horrible terrible little part of me wants him to break up with his gf....*shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*. I'm not usually like this. really.

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Originally posted by ¡SpoonySthingyy! spoiler (highlight to read): Last night I saw Andrew one of my best friends (and flirts) from last year, he graduated but he was at homecoming last night, with his gf...*sigh*..but he wants me to call him in ten minutos...and this horrible terrible little part of me wants him to break up with his gf....*shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*. I'm not usually like this. really.

I see....

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I wouldn't feel too bad about that feeling. It's pretty natural. But don't hold your breath or become obsessed over the idea. Just not healthy. Trust me on this one.

No confession today

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I get violent

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I actually just got done kicking my little brothers ass.

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This isn't as downbeat as these confessions sometimes are. And I apologize. But apparently I've been accepted to one of the colleges I was looking at. This didn't make "seperate topic" status, as that would be gaudy and mildly egotistical.

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My right hand has about five insect bites on it.

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Originally posted by DominusofDeath spoiler (highlight to read): I get violent spoiler (highlight to read): I actually just got done kicking my little brothers ass.

I do that all the time.

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Originally posted by Cerpin Taxt spoiler (highlight to read): I JUST HAD THE MOST FUN DOING THE LAUNDRY, EVER! COLLEGE KICKS SO MUCH ASS! BWAHAHA!

I'm looking foward to it.

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Congrats on the college acceptance! I can remember when I was accepted to UF how happy I was (of course, this was because my parents had spent months telling me I wouldn't be accepted and I wanted to rub it in their faces). Good luck!

Hmmm... And mine:

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Miyuki (the armored girl seen in my avatar) has that pink energy surrounding her... I kinda wish it was a darker purple or blue. I might have to play with the colors some.

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Originally posted by Trotsky i've got something spoiler (highlight to read): as most of you know me and xana became an item. and after i did the world for her, she bliped me out of her life like i was nothing. i would confort her if she had a bad dream or day, i would spend hours on the phone with her. then like i was completly worthless she just dicided never to talk to me again. she spred lies about things i dident do. she was never sorry, or did she ever feel bad about what she did to me. she broke me. i was allready reely bad off because of what happned to me in the marines. and what she did to me threw me into being complety suicidel, and still she dosent even care a tiny bit. now i have trouble leaveing my house every day, i have gone back to haveing the horrable nightmaris form what happned to me in boot camp. and most people i know have taken to feel bad for her, and angry at me. most people have taken her side even tho she was so horrable to me. i have to confess i dont understand why every one takes her side. just becuse she's a girl? because ever one belaves the lie's she spread? hear i am, severl pints low. scars all over my arm. she's ruined my life. and she's not even sorry.

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You know that whenever i'm online, you can always IM me. My optimism of you shall not go undone.

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Originally posted by Sharpshooter005 spoiler (highlight to read): This isn't as downbeat as these confessions sometimes are. And I apologize. But apparently I've been accepted to one of the colleges I was looking at. This didn't make "seperate topic" status, as that would be gaudy and mildly egotistical.

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Good for you! I'm glad to see you made it to somewhere you liked.

As for my confession:

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I've been sleeping later and later lately. I now, I guess it's sort of normal for the average college student, but I don't want to end up sick or anything because of it.

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Originally posted by Fujiko_Dee spoiler (highlight to read): I've been sleeping later and later lately. I now, I guess it's sort of normal for the average college student, but I don't want to end up sick or anything because of it.

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Yeah I do that too. It doesn't make you sick, just makes it harder to go to bed early.

I hate having secrets! Well, it was a secret to you, spoony knows, of course, anyways, here you go...

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Ok, So I've been with silv3rknigh1 for uh, 1,2...holy crap, today is the 5 month. wow. Anyways, he's always worried about what I'll think about him, when he actually gets to show me what he looks like. And I always tell him, I'm not one of those superficial b***h's, you don't have to worry. And yet, whenever PB whips out his fancy webcam, I can't help but lust over him. (Lust being the epitamy of superficiality) And most of us can agree that - He is hot - . So, I aways feel so bad about feeling this way about him and how cruel it would be if SK knew. And the worst part is, they hate eachother. I can't stand that. oy But I guess I'll believe what spoony tells me, I'm not a bad girlfriend. I'm just horny...that's all.

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When I was a little girl, I wanted to be a singer or a mermaid. I still haven't given up on the mermaid dream yet

Ok, here's a REAL confession for once:

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For a girl who can be straight-forward and to the point in a business situation, I'm a terribly shy introvert in social settings! I would love to talk to befriend and talk to more people here, but I'm terrible at being assertive and making friends! Consider this an open inviataion to IM me or drop me a line sometime - I'd love to talk to you

Latah
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I like old broadway musicals...

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I'm a somewhat violent person.

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Im really gullible and sometimes I don't really catch onto innuendo unless it's obvious as hell. ._.

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When I was young and didn't know better I wanted to work for Nintendo when I got older... As a Sega fanboy, I'm ashamed of this...

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Looking back on it, there's 5 or 6 girls who I'm pretty sure really liked me in high school, but I was an idiot and never asked them out. I hate hindsight.

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ok...it's been a month...I think I'm going to find someone else...

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For school we are doing 'fake debates'. I had to choose a fake name because I'm the candidate for president...it's Emilia( attached to that name I guess) S. Mercedes. I was too embarrased to put what the S stands for so I put it as my fictional candidates middle initial. The S stands for Salcedo my crushes last name. One of those weird things I did in the name of love.^^

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My brother came home from football practice with a bottle of Gatorade ( it still had some gatorade in it) my brother said it wasn't his he was throwing it away he just got stiffed with it somehow and best part...................................it was my crushes! I squealed! I actually kept the bottle as a monument to my love! ^.^