The Paradigm Confessional Thread

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I go temporarily insane at moments and scream.

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I have giant mood swings that go beyond what they should.

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I'm only fourteen.

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I get so nervous sometimes that I hypervenilate. Like when I sing Karaoke.

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I still play Pac Man. What?! I like to make him fall of the cliff!!

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I think (this isn't for sure) I have a crush on the teacher at school. I plead long insanity for how long this will go.

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I'm in love with Brad and Legato. Literally.

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Originally posted by Juvenile Angel spoiler (highlight to read): I think (this isn't for sure) I have a crush on the teacher at school. I plead long insanity for how long this will go.

Oh, this has happened to me before.

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He was only 10 years older then us. He was band teacher at my Jr High and the Marching instructor at my high school. He also taught in the drum corps I was in. Frankly, I think he knew the girls had a thing for him.

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Originally posted by Shaoblane I still listen to country music I still LIKE country music

God bless you.


It is good music.

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Originally posted by Wienberg spoiler (highlight to read): I really hate the use of appearance as a social gauge. It's not exactly the most fair to those who aren't the most economically sound/genetically beneficial. I really think you should be judged upon how you act rather than what you look like. In keeping with this, the last time I bought new clothes was half a year ago. I really should ask my mom for the same amount of money a month she spends on my sister's clothes to go into a fund so I can get a car.

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Unfortunately, people tend to make snap judgements on what kind of a friend someone will be in the first 30 seconds of meeting them.

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I think that's why I have trouble finding a girl...I come off more as "brotherly nice guy" than "OMFG do me right now"

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I am generally annoyed by those who feel like looks are all a person is good for. I mean, in reality, it doesn't matter. Look at paradigm, I"ve never seen half the people on here, and I love them to death!

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I almost decided to not go to homecoming today because my mom and aunt didn't like my dress I picked out. They were shopping for them not me.

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I let my mom think I"m a whore. (I don't want to wear panty hose..she takes that as an easy access thing)

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This is the last time I'm gonna give a relationship a chance.

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I utterly detest arrogant good looking people

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I feel that if you aren't mentally strong enough that you shouldn't be allowed to live.

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I don't think I'm mentally strong enough.

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Only reason I'm still alive: A couple people asked me to live.

EDIT: I ain't suicidal. Suicide is for losers and idiots......I just don't like living. It delays the inevitable.....

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Having boobs really annoys me

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unlike a lot of girls, getting attention because a guy wants in my pants, pisses me off

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despite things I've said in the past, I really do think almasy/alex is a good person, he's nice, funny, etc, etc. .....too bad I keep putting him down.

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I hate when two people who dont like each other, are both my friends, and want me to pcik sides.

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Don't get me wrong: I only have sex with someone that I love, and I don't fall in love easily. Also, I only have sex after a while of getting to know someone. And, would you believe that I only had sex with one person before I came to college?

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I am not a manslut. I don't sleep around or with anything that walks or has female genetalia. I am a good natured person with good morals. However...:

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Since last week, a girl on the 2nd floor is without her hymen, thanks to yours truly

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Originally posted by Fujiko_Dee spoiler (highlight to read): I finally washed my clothes

Haha that means I'm winning now


j/k

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I've never had sex. I don't regret this, either. I could go on (and I did the first time I typed this), but it really doesn't matter. I'm just thankful I've been able to control my hormones to this point and have prevented myself from making a few horrible mistakes.

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I've also been single for 4 years. I know, with such a winning personality it's SOOO hard to believe... Stop laughing.

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Originally posted by GAT-X105 spoiler (highlight to read): Apparently, this one girl I always considered "just a friend" at one time considered me her boyfriend...O_o

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Does she still think this way and are you interested in her? I say go for it if the answer to both questions is 'Yes'. I found out that a girl that I had absolutely no interest in as a girl-friend (in fact, she has done things that have angered me severely at times -- It's not a pleasant thing to see me angry -- but we are on good terms now) had a big crush on me at one point fairly recently. What's more, I found out from her current husband while she was sitting right in front of me. Can we say, "Eep"?

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Originally posted by COHugh quote: Originally posted by GAT-X105 spoiler (highlight to read): Apparently, this one girl I always considered "just a friend" at one time considered me her boyfriend...O_o spoiler (highlight to read): Does she still think this way and are you interested in her? I say go for it if the answer to both questions is 'Yes'. I found out that a girl that I had absolutely no interest in as a girl-friend (in fact, she has done things that have angered me severely at times -- It's not a pleasant thing to see me angry -- but we are on good terms now) had a big crush on me at one point fairly recently. What's more, I found out from her current husband while she was sitting right in front of me. Can we say, "Eep"?

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Actually no on both counts...she's seeing someone now, and I got over it, and besides I don't actually know WHEN she thought that.

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Originally posted by Fujiko_Dee spoiler (highlight to read): I finally washed my clothes

And there was much rejoicing. (Yay!)

Pygmalion