The Paradigm Confessional Thread

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I was a Democrat until the age of fourteen...which will surprise those who know me as a staunch conservative. And I love the word "staunch." Just saying it is akin to eating a pizza topped with shrapnel and marsupial excrement.

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To defend myself on the whole schizophrenia deal, I actually DO have it and it runs on my mother's side. I'm not enough of a dumbass to lie about something like that, because I would gain nothing from it.

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I'm arachnosexual and I dig Pandas as well...now THERE'S a lie that's interesting.

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And for a record, that is a lie. The arachnosexual Panda thing. Err...*ducks out of thread*

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Originally posted by Monkey D. Luffy spoiler (highlight to read): Eh, I don't want to start a flame war or make anyone upset or anything, but I HIGHLY doubt that every single one of you has multiple personalities. Just becauseAxehandle said he hears voices in his head everyone jumped up to say "Oh, me too! I have different personalities too!" Personally, I believe Axehandle and Zopwx2. From their posts and the way they say things they seem mature enough not to say something like that unless they REALLY KNEW what they were talking about. As for everyone else... I highly doubt you do for a few reasons. 1) Most of the time when you have multiple personalities, you arent aware of them to the point that you realize that you are in within the same person, You tend to think of them as completely different people unrelated to you. 2) If you were diagnosed with multiple personalities, I don't think the doctor would let you go like it was the common cold. He would either give you some treatment to flush out and eradicate the other personalities or he would lock your ass up. Hearing 1 voice in your head every now and then doesn't count enough to be considered multiple personalities and acting like a different person around different people doesnt mean you have multiple personalities... It means you're a sociopath. Also for the record Schizophrenia is NOT multiple personality disorder. Schizophrenia is what Zopwx2 and Axehandle said they had with the voices and hallucinations and stuff. Let's see, is that all I wanted to say? Yeah im pretty sure... (Also, I took a course on psychology so I kno to some degree at least what im talking about. Im not pulling all of this out of my ass.)

I was being sarcastic, I didn't believe JA.

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I love the fashions of the old days. I wear suits and jackets almost all day...Right now, I'm wearing a navy blue jacket with black-and-white stripped boxers

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I don't really know why I chose my username as it is. I'm not really a big fan of the shows I just love the stlye of Lupin.

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I really hope to have a girlfriend in the future that has great conversing abilities. I'm a sucker for pretty eyes though LMAO

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Other people have said it....and I'm the same: CaYuuuute animals and kids get to me Although I hardly show it, I'm very protective of my younger sister.

Ummm...I guess that's all. At least, on the top of my head. I've spent the entire day just checking out Big O related things. Tomorrow, I'll be seriously pissed if I don't get any free time to go pick up Big O vol.4. Plus, Star Wars DVD is released in TEN FREAKIN' DAYS!!! YEAAAAH!!!!

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Right now, I have a really bad hangover.

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I just realized that the girls that I've been hanging out with for the past few weeks at college don't give a f*** about me and care about two things and two things only: other men and alcohol. This is ironic, on the account of this has happened to me with my previous girlfriend.

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Originally posted by Lupin IV spoiler (highlight to read): I really hope to have a girlfriend in the future that has great conversing abilities. I'm a sucker for pretty eyes though LMAO spoiler (highlight to read): Other people have said it....and I'm the same: CaYuuuute animals and kids get to me Although I hardly show it, I'm very protective of my younger sister.

That's really sweet!

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Originallly posted by Ignignokt spoiler (highlight to read): I just realized that the girls that I've been hanging out with for the past few weeks at college don't give a f*** about me and care about two things and two things only: other men and alcohol. This is ironic, on the account of this has happened to me with my previous girlfriend.

Hey don't sweat it too much. You are in COLLEGE right now. There are tons of other girls u can meet who will be good to u.

And for mine...

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i don't normally show this, but i'm a sucker for sweet things, literally, and figuratively

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I lied to my father to get on a flight to Klamath on a date when mom was in california, stole moms car, met her abusive ex husband, got what I needed, stole his sanity, AND still managed to get my homework done.

Thank you Wienberg! You were the inspiration without even trying. Okay...so PB and Evan helped too...

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Originally posted by Seraphim spoiler (highlight to read): Recently Almasy and I became more than just friends...

uh huh...what the hell do you mean "recently"?

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I don't really feel sorry. I'm rather quite glad about something that happened to a friend of mine today. Football can be quite an interesting game.

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I nearly shouted "BIG O!!!!!" during the Army game yesterday...the scoreboard said "LET'S GO!" "BIG 'O'!"...and I felt compelled to shout "BIG O!!!! SHOWTIME!!"...but I didn't x_X;;

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Originally posted by Seraphim spoiler (highlight to read): Recently Almasy and I became more than just friends...

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You have made me jealous

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Originally posted by Xel spoiler (highlight to read): My opinion of people is 60% what they do to me, 40% what they do to others. 40% can change a lot.

Vice-versa for me, dudette.

I must be in a confessing mood...

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A lot of my interests haven't be very interesting to me. I use to read a lot of new books but now I find new books a chore to read. Rather read something I don't have to fully pay attention to.

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I tend to worry more about the problems of others than actually worry about mine.

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My first reaction to problems is always to run. I'd rather not deal with them. So I usually end up being in denial about them until I have to take care of them.

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Sometimes when I think, I will have inner conversations with myself. Usually I act like I'm talking to a friend and that they are answering me.

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I tend to be able to handle my crushes. Usually, I don't let them get the best of me because they tend to be one-sided. I treat them like it's something to keep me out of trouble. However, I'm usually not too open about them with the person I have a crush on. So doing that has been a new thing for me. I'm not sure how to handle all of it. Been a new experience for me.

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spoiler (highlight to read): My first reaction to problems is always to run. I'd rather not deal with them. So I usually end up being in denial about them until I have to take care of them.

That's true for me too

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especailly when it comes to dealing with problems I have with people, I tend to avoid the person in question. Instead of confronting them head on.

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Originally posted by Tony spoiler (highlight to read): I tend to complicate my friends lives when I try to simplify or help them. I don't know why, but it just turns out that way.

I don't think that's true at all......

And now for mine

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I have been spilling my guts to my friends. Even telling one a secret I never thought I would tell anyone. Yet, I'm not sorry I did that.

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Originally posted by Seraphim spoiler (highlight to read): Recently Almasy and I became more than just friends...

Ooh! Congratulations! You guys should throw a YIM mic party or something!

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Originally posted by evanASF27 spoiler (highlight to read): I nearly shouted "BIG O!!!!!" during the Army game yesterday...the scoreboard said "LET'S GO!" "BIG 'O'!"...and I felt compelled to shout "BIG O!!!! SHOWTIME!!"...but I didn't x_X;;

Ohh why didn't you?! At games, I'm always the one standing next to cheerleaders, cheering about how much they suck and how much I wish I looked as good as they did

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Originally posted by Tony spoiler (highlight to read): I tend to complicate my friends lives when I try to simplify or help them. I don't know why, but it just turns out that way.

Uhhh...dude? Thats me...have you lost your memory of forty days ago?


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Oh yah...I need one...uhhh

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Today, I met an internet buddy a school...it was hard not to tell him that he looked like a freshman...

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Originally posted by GummiBear289 quote: spoiler (highlight to read): My first reaction to problems is always to run. I'd rather not deal with them. So I usually end up being in denial about them until I have to take care of them. That's true for me too spoiler (highlight to read): especailly when it comes to dealing with problems I have with people, I tend to avoid the person in question. Instead of confronting them head on.

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See, I have the exact opposite problem: I tend to tell people exactly how I feel without putting any thought behind it. If I don't like a person, I don't feign politeness, I either ignore them or flat-out tell them I don't like them. Today, for example, two of my co-workers were chastising me because I'm never polite to a woman who handles payroll at my store. My reason for being less than friendly is that I have had numerous paychecks where I was not paid properly because of this woman's inability to read simple notes. I now have to take my paycheck, calculate hours worked and payrates, etc. and compare them to my paystub every single week because I can't trust her. If she's going to create this added hassle in my life, why should I be nice? To be honest, the reason these two were complaining was that one of them is her sister and the other has been sucked into her sob story about her problems outside of work. Yeah, the lady's having some tough times outside of work, but the payroll problems were happening a whole year prior to said recent incidents and besides, personal and professional lives are two separate entities. She basically can't handle the job before her and she should just be honest and admit to it. In the mean time, why should I be all lovey-dovey with her? UGH!!! My mouth also gets me into trouble quite a bit. I have almost no filter between my brain and my lips, ESPECIALLY when I'm angry. OOoooooohhhhh Lordy be thankful I haven't gotten mad here! I know I am. The only emotion I have trouble expressing is love, ironically. If I'm around someone I'm attracted to, I tend to skirt the issue. I think this mainly has to do with not wanting to open myself up to another for fear of being hurt. I haven't exactly had the best girlfriends in times past.