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Originally posted by Collateral
I think it would be neat to get a Angel fan on here because then we could really get some info and get into an actual discussion.
I want to know why someone would like Angel because in my opinion I really do dislike her. I did feel pretty bad at the end when she was having a really difficult time though.
I also don't understand why she was the head honcho at the end of the series? Why not make Dorothy or Roger even? |
At your service, ma'am! I told myself I wasn't going to post here anymore, but i happened to be lurking, so.. here it is, an Angel fan's poor attempt at explaining her favorite gal of the series (complete with cutting and pasting replies I've made in previous posts):
I did not like Angel until I watched the series through a second time.
There's no easy way to explain my adoration for her. You see, I understand that Roger and Dorothy are, according to the majority of fans, set in stone and Meant To Be, but in the back of my mind, there's a parallel universe where Angel gets the guy. And I didn't always want it that way.
I get really irritated when people insist on portraying Angel as this catty, manipulative tramp, as I see so often in fics and even people's explanations for why they don't like her. Maybe she gave that impression in season one, but to me, it becomes painfully obvious by the end of the series that she is NOT that same person. It was a persona she used as part of her mission-- you know, the one she ended up abandoning to help a certain Negotiator. And even when he rejected her, she didn’t go crawling back to the Union in fury-- she just went on her way. It breaks my heart that she ends up alone, but she doesn’t try to do anything about it. She accepts it.
There are two sides to Angel. She's a very strong, independent, fierce woman, but she's also very lonely and tragic. She's beautiful and clever and cunning, and I admire that. She doesn't need to be rescued until it's absolutely necessary at the end of the series (and even then, could you really call that being rescued? Roger storms in, stops Vera, and then he's on his way again, without taking Angel home like he said he'd come to do).
Sure, her flirtations with Roger were probably just for fun at first, but I think that by episode 26 she really had come to care for him. And who here has never experienced unrequited love? I guess I feel that I can relate to her better than Dorothy.
Look at things from Angel's point of view for a moment:
Dorothy is an android. To Angel, an android can't be competition for a man's heart, because an android can't feel, right? I get annoyed when other fans accuse Angel of trying to "steal" Roger from Dorothy. Angel never tried to take Roger from Dorothy, because Roger hadn't made up his mind yet. Once she realized he wanted Dorothy and not her, she gave up. You can't take someone away when they don't belong to anyone yet. In her mind, it was preposterous that Roger could be in love with an android; she never saw Dorothy as competition. When she realized that it was true, she didn't try to fight back and change Roger's mind. She just went on alone in the rain.
So why did Roger make a (very clumsy) move on Angel in "Stripes"? Because he wasn't sure until that very moment. Even Roger found the idea of him and Dorothy having a relationship to be preposterous! It wasn't until he found himself confronted with the possibility of choosing Angel instead that he realized he had wanted Dorothy all along.
Angel accused him of being in love with an "insufferable android" because he suddenly chickened out when he started to kiss her. The only logical explanation for it was that he was in love with someone else-- and who else besides Angel could it have been? The answer would have to be Dorothy, and yes, Angel was in denial about it until "Stripes", but
so was Roger!
I mean, how heartbreaking is that, to be rejected in favor or a machine? A machine with thoughts and feelings, but still, a machine. I think Angel probably has trouble comprehending just how human Dorothy really is. I know I do.
So, does any of that really explain why Angel is my favorite character? Probably not. It's not something I can explain coherently. She just
is. Sure, I'm probably the only person who feels this sympathetic towards her and really likes her this much, but that's okay. I can always slip into the back of my mind, where that parrallel universe exists and Angel gets her happy ending.*
This is not to say that I don't support Roger/Dorothy. One look at my artwork will show you that I do support that pairing too, and I've even written some fics about it that I've never finished. I just prefer Roger/Angel, even though it will never happen.